Lost all hope

I hate everything.

Like the song they're playing on the radio

Three days, in three days I'll be turning 21.
Even though I'm turning 21 I still feel like I'm 16. Although I did som test like, what's your mental age?!
Two out of three said I was over 30... 
That's where I did something else, like play videogames, check everything for my trip to Uppsala/Stockholm tomorrow, study, anime, anime and youtube. Yes I did write anime twice. It was on purpose. I did go out today though, had to send some letters. Well it's late and I got school tomorrow. I'll probably (maybe) write when I get home. 
Good night // RebellionStar

Can't handle...

These feelings! I can't concentrate on anything. I'm stressed, nervous, excited and happy. Don't know what to do with myself. I just wanna run for miles untill I pass out... Sound like a good idea...
// Rebellionstar

Guitar playing and cold room

Fall is finally around, for real! And it's raining, feel almost like beeing in love. Was that thunder?! Okay feels like beeing in love. With days like this I might just go and buy a scented candle for 179kr. It smelled so good! I almost did not want to leave the store. It made me crazy I wanted to act like a child and scream on the ground. Pumkin spice. Makes me shaky just to think about. I think I'm in love with it... Lovely!
Cherry in the air... That perfume is something I'm in love with as well. Want it, need it, must have it.
Well I'm off to bed now. I just needed to write something, I'm giving in to my urges now a days ;) 
Sweet dreams // Rebellionstar

You say way too nice things...

I've been sick for almost a month, lovely. And I've been doing everything you are not suppose to be doing while beeing sick. Like, going out, not sleeping, not eating properly(or healthy). Way to go Alex!

Wanted to write something, but I forgot what. So I'll just write things I need(want). I mean it's my birthday soon and I''ll be wishing me some nice stuff. 
  1.  New computer. (Need it not want it. Mine is dying...)
  2. Compact camera (just want it)
  3. Money (need it)
  4. Shoppingday (want it/need it)
  5. Giftcard at Sephora (want it)
  6. Giftcard at The body shop (want it)
  7. Tv (want it)
  8. Pretty fan (solfjäder) (collecting it)
  9. Scented candles (want it)
  10. Nailpolish (want it)
  11. Lovely postcards (collecting it)
  12. Cute posters (collecting it)
  13. New pair of jeans (need it, need it, need it, need it)
Wanted to get that out of my system... Not expecting to get everything, I'll probably just end up buying most of it myself (: and I will always be wanting a trip to Tokyo and London. Just saying. 

Singing love songs inte shower...

It's soon my birthday!! I'm hoping to be in Lund for my birthday but I might be in Uppsala. But I can just celebrate the weekend after. Or like make a week of celebrations! I would love that. 
Probably not going to happen though. Gonna sleep now so I can get up on time for school. 
Sweet Dreams // RebellionStar

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